Saturday, August 1, 2009

Not in the best of mood

I've not been in the best of mood recently. Instead of being overjoyed at the thought of the arrival of baby princess, I'm feeling depressed, anxious and unsure with the thought of baby's arrival. Coupled with the pregnancy brain, which makes the very forgetful me to be even more so, I've been feeling unproductive, useless and listless. Kinda miss those pre-pregnancy days that left me carefree. I can do what I want, I can eat what I like and I can travel anywhere without having to take into consideration of another burden in my life.

Having an uncaring and insensitive husband dampened my mood even further. A person who doesn't understand that pregnant women tend to have mood swings more frequently due to the raging hormonal changes always termed me as having unreasonable behaviour. Instead of taking a proactive approach in the preparation of baby's arrival, in doing more reading up and research on caring towards the pregnant wife and baby, he's been engrossed in TV and computer games.

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